RELUCTANCE

2011-12-26T07:06:00.000-08:00

2011-12-25T06:23:00.001-08:00

"你相信有平行时空吗？..也许在另外一个平行时空里，我们是在一起的."

2011-12-25T06:15:00.000-08:00

2011-11-12T02:34:00.000-08:00

SHOULDN'T HAVE LOOKED BACK IF MY INITIAL DECISION IS TO LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND

I'm Tired

2011-11-12T01:32:00.000-08:00

I HATE FOM.
I HATE BUSINESS COM.
So many assignments and so packed! DAMN.
There is so much that one wants to do, but there is only 24 hours. That's the reality (Fullstop)

I love the way you contradict yourself

2011-05-01T07:50:00.000-07:00

2010-12-04T06:55:00.000-08:00

Sweet Serendipity - Please watch over me ! :(

2010-11-26T08:37:00.000-08:00

FINDING A JOY, A REASON OR A MOTIVATION IN THINGS YOU DO MAKES YOU WANNA DO THEM

2010-11-26T08:03:00.000-08:00

Title

2010-11-24T05:40:00.000-08:00

Okay.. Great, I stared at this page for so long and still, didn't know what to type. Perhaps life has been really very boring for me this few days. Tmrw is the recruitment meeting, lets just hope they will come preapred with all the things to show us.
That's all for today (:

I'M BACK

2010-11-19T04:46:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps, I am back on blogging. I am really bored at home this few days :(
Anyway this is a recap of what happened to me a few days back:
Wednesday:
I kept snoozing my alarm this morning, because I was reluctant to go running! ahhax. But nevertheless, I still reached Chinese garden (the meeting place) the first! I met Nicklaus and Eugene P. there and we started our run. "Let me recap!! The last time I had a run was during the PE lesson in school!" That is like a month ago! LOL :) Aiya, as expected, I will be lagging behind, and yarr it did happen! Nvm about it. we chatted along the way and jogged to boon lay for lunch. We met tat ming there -- twice in the shopping mall and both times I spotted him! AHAHAHX :) We had a chat at Mac for a while before leaving with hungry stares of the people, waiting for seats. I headed back home and rest before leaving house AGAIN for grad nite. Come to think of it, it is the first time I am leaving house with my whole attire BLACK - black shirt, black pants, black shoes and BLACK attracts dust! I used the IKEA roller to remove all the white stuff that stuck on pants before I went out. AHHAX. WHAT A JOKE!
Reached Hilton and I can barely recognise some of them, ahhax (exagerate). Generally grad nite is ohkay, including all the food. THE ABALONE! IT TASTED LIKE HAM TO ME. The whole event ended at around 12 plus I think. Somehow, after much discussion, we decided to watch movie. ahhax. Harry Potter is at 1.15am, so we slowly take our time to walk there, and took pictures along the way. WE WERE NOT ALONE. aahhahx. Of course, different groups of NTners came also, (watching the same movie). Though I felt sleepy, but somehow I managed to stay awake throughout the movie. It is worth to watch it! Cabbed home with zx and dropped dead on my bed at 5am in the morning

Thrusday :
RRRrrr...... !AGAIN! I kinda of hate my alarm sound nowadays, IT IS 9AM! Oh god, slept for barely 4 hours! Rushed off to the clinic to have my check-up and head to clementi to meet karthik and durga. "Meet us at the bus stop opposite the MRT" I was liked HUH? Isn't the MRT right smack in the centre of two bus stop? So which one? OHKAY,.,.. that was a joke. Basically went school for recruitment, then lunch at IMM. Slacked for a while at the "sky garden" and played some childhod activities. Basically thats all for the day!

Friday (TODAY)
Woke up and go school just to pass Mr Chan something. Well, can see he is a busy man! lol. Go back home sleep again! I didn't want to but I can't control myself! HAHAHx :)
Evening time, I went for a jog. For a warm up, I walked down the stairs (17 stories). After the run, climbed up the stairs to 17th floor again. COOL ritez? I survived! although my legs are breaking even as I am typing now :) AHAHHX.
Guess that's all for now =)

FREAKK OUT OREADY

2010-11-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

OHKAYYY>>>. lets see what we have got here..
YEAHH. Back to posting someting here about me.
It has been a boring week for me. I tried so hard to swallow all the SS notes but I think i will stop for now, because I had been doing that for three days oready.

Think i heard this somewhere before:
It is always good to have "camera" with you, because it helps you capture beautiful moments in your life. Saving those sweet memories, and deleting those bitter memories.

FINALLY

2010-08-08T08:27:00.001-07:00

Finally! I posted this post after SOOOOooo LONG.
Yes, it has been a while.
So much things have happened lately and I do not know where should I start blogging from.
I AM NOT GONNA POST ANY SENSITIVE STUFF OR INFORMATION HERE.
Homeworks are stacking and piling up at home. If ever I can make a wish now, I would like to have a very simple, and yet an impossible wish---- that is to have "MORE TIME"":
1. To clear my work
2. To clear my doubts
3. To excersie
4. To destress
5. To enjoy while I can before "O"s
6. To sort out my thoughts
** Ranked according to the most important to the least important **

The question is given.
The answer is very simple, but yet it requires you to gather your thoughts, your whatever factors you have, etc.
If I ever gonna see that kind of question in my exam, I will just skip that.

DROWN

2010-07-17T23:53:00.000-07:00

It has been so long since I posted some craps here. Perhaps the main reason is because of the pile of work that we all received EVERYWEEK. It is never ending!! GOSH.. FML :(

NPCC

2010-07-05T06:34:00.000-07:00

After I click the "Goodbye" Button, another page of my life is revealed :D

INCREDIBLE TALES

2010-07-04T04:00:00.000-07:00

I was watching incredible tales yesterday. It was terrible. Seriously.
What an irony it is, stating it is "best of incredible tales"... but came out as such a -.=

Sand and Stone

2010-06-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

Two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE."

They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one, who had been slapped, got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After the friend recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE."

The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"

The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND, AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE

Just another Day

2010-06-21T06:29:00.000-07:00

Ohh well, another day has passed.
Basically just went for commendation day training and ... ya.. thats it.
Can like someone remind me of ALL the homeworks that we are suppose to do during the holidays? I kind of forgot already! I am just doing all those that I remembered.
6 more days to school reopen! O-M-G ! We would only have less than three months to prepare for prelims :O
RELUCTANCE!!!

I Don't Know

2010-06-19T04:07:00.000-07:00

I Don't Know how to handle so many holiday homeworks!
I Don't Know where to throw all my holiday homeworks!
I Don't Know why teachers give so many holiday homeworks!
I Don't Know when i will be able to finish!
I Don't Know who is to blame for this!!
I Don't Know what's wrong with me!!!
(PURE RANDOM TOO)
I AM FINE !! :))
I am just pissed with all the homeworks that were stacked up so long ago on my table since the start of holidays! GOOD LUCK TO ME!!

Memories

2010-06-15T09:39:00.000-07:00

I read all proposals about my Annual Camp 2009 ytd. (PURE RANDOM) Memories just came back to me. Images of last minute rushing of proposals, the fareup feeling of trying to get everything done and over with just flashed passed my mind.
I MISSED THAT.
Surprsingly. BUT the fact is that I MISSED ANNUAL CAMP 2009. THATS ALL
Rushing last minute discussion, correcting Nicholas Lai proposals -.= ,typing the 3D 2N camp details down, observing conflicts and be involved in conflict. I MISSED MY SQUAD.
Oh well, we may have left NP, but we also have left our footsteps in the NPCC room ! ahahahahahx :)

TIME

2010-06-13T10:05:00.000-07:00

Ohkayy.. chatting with Chan Myae now. ahahx.. Too bored. 1AM NOW :X
Anyway, TIME is a very powerful effect.
It changed a person or something -> to either better or worse.
Also, with time, it "heals everything" (IDK how true is that anyway)
Just believe me.... TIME IS A POWERFUL WEAPON :)))
We all have time, (meaning we all have time as weapon) But unfortunately, it is also something we can't control :(
You can set the time as and when you like, but time can also set trap for you ! :) ahahx !

NONSENCE STUFF :O

"You are the sugar in my tea" "I am the cream in your coffee"

2010-06-09T00:46:00.000-07:00

16 YEARS HAS PAST FOR ME !

2010-06-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

16 years ago, I was brought into this Earth. First breathed the Earth's oxygen... (oh! watever)
THANKZ TO MANY MANY PEOPLE WHO MADE MY BIRTHDAY A MEMORABLE ONE !
Firstly, a big cake shared by a lot of ppl I guess.. (nick, linhan... etc. don't really know who you guys are, but a big THANK YOU if you are one of them !) :DD
Gift vochers from Karthik, Xinyi, Durga and TM! :)))
Notes from karthik, xinyi, durga and christine ;)
The creammy slam on my face? WOW.. I am so innocent to belive that you guys really want to take picture.. Then I smiled somemore! then slam my face.. ahhahx :))
Mr Chan for the sakae treat? :)
AND THOSE WHO WISHED ME ON FB, SMS TOO !! :)))))
THANKZ !!!

2010-06-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

LEADER VS FOLLOWER

2010-05-31T09:52:00.000-07:00

I would rather be a follower

ANYMORE MOTHER TONGUE ???

2010-05-31T09:06:00.001-07:00

After both O Level MT paper 1 and 2, I asked myself- would I retake? SHITZ>> I reallly don't have the intention and feeling to retake MT at the end of the year!! I do not want AND I don't want! Anyway, papers are ohkay. But somehow, what I worries most is about the standard across Singapore. Oh well, over liao. END
After my paper, I went over to evertop to have lunch with nick, lh, brandon, andre and wl. They had reckee today, for the beach volleyball competition organised by them this saturday! Oww... SUCCESS I HOPE. I can only pray hard for them. Heard from them, and quoted from someone's conversation now, were: "I have no intention to stay for the Volcanic Eruption that will crush my spirit for seven days, maybe more"
and "well im prophecise epic torture on saturday". But why are them so pessimistic? Then it reminds me of myself being the same attitude also. ARHH~whatever!
GOOD LUCK FOR THE SEC3S!!! I WILL BE PRAYING HARD FOR YOU GUYS (This is not meant to be a sarcasm or a mockery) ALL THE BEST!

MY NPCC MESSAGE

2010-05-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

WOW.4 years in NPCC have just passed.
It was just like yesterday when I was still falling in in a squad, doing drills together, having fun as one. I will miss all these times together-having dinner together after parades, joking,making fun of each other, being "suan"etc. Unknowingly, we had just been through all this in 4 years.
Secondary 1:
JACKSON LZS this weirdo, entered NPCC(*WHY?)(mm, because I just want to join a UG, and NPCC just happened to have the biggest booth? no lar, not my main reason, but I just can't put here:). I went for the first muster parade in my PE shirt and totally no knowledge and understanding of NPCC. Half a year gone and took my full uniform in around August? WOW. I was so happy, but I had difficulty in preparing my uniform in the first place, however, I got used to it after some time. My first annual camp in school, had an impact on me, to expose to working together and being expressive. I still remember my AC group which is PERSERVERANCE-best group award! Oblivious of what lies ahead of me, I continued my journey in NPCC.
A total change for me is when I joined the Campcraft competition in 2008. Intensive trainings and high discipline level is required in this competition which is actually the first NPCC "activity" I had that is so demanding. Though it is demanding, it changed me a lot. From a pussy, to yet a better person.
Secondary 2:
Hard skills trainings and also a lot of courses to attend I guess? First exposure to NPCC camp at Pulau Ubin, Adventure Training Camp. Perhaps my most memorable part was the "post camp activities" that I had? Till today, I remembered very clearly of what had happened. My first WOC. Also, my first exposure to plan and carried out an outdoor activity for my squad. I finally get to realise that communication and working together to produce something, and the something that is really impressive and successful is NOT easy. Eventually, the outcome of the outdoor activity was not that good, but exposed me and prepare me for the future.
Secondary 3:
My second competition, quiz competition, gained a lot of knowledge and scoldings. Worst training of all, I still remember very clearly what has happened. Also, the planing of NPCC Quiz Competition. I made a promise that I will not screw this up like my sec2 outing and fortuately, it was rather successful with everyone's help. Though in the morning, some hiccups happened, like PA systems, hall locked, etc. Panicked, but manage to calm down afterall. NCO year where I became the squad NCO of the Sec3s. SOmehow in August was STC. A wonderful camp I had. Changed me from yet a better person to slightly better person. A quiet guy to expressive guy. Later part of the year, ANNUAL CAMP 2009. It was a BLAST. Never been an in charge of a camp, and leading so many people. MANY things happened, and it happened for a reason. I think that was my toughest period of time in NTNP. A lot of problems were surfaced out. Campfire night was rather, one of my regrets, but overall, "as long as the campers enjoy, AC 2009 is a success"
Secondary 4:
I held the heavy burden of bringing up the next badge of CLs in the unit. Many negative comments are heard from the rest saying about the Sec3s, well, i seriously hate those negative comments. IDK WHY? Somehow, when they made nasty remarks, there is a feeling inside my heart. Campcraft year and also burnt my time. Juggling school work, CC trainings and also squad stuffs. Also another period of my difficult times.
Finally on 21 May 2010, I passed out. WOW. I don't miss NPCC, but I missed the Sec3s.
There is alot more things to put in this post so some of the things I might have left out... (to be continued)

RESULTS

2010-05-16T07:11:00.000-07:00

NOPE, this post is not about telling you my results for Mid year. Anyway, today is just Sunday, which means it's tmrw that some papers that will be returned to us. There are MT, chem, physics, maths and English, which are quite evenly spread. ahhax. But time to recieve the results, I am not filled with excitement and anticipation at all. Tmrw will be a bad day and long day for me. Bringing all the sad emotions of failing the exams, I have to attend commendation day rehearsal. WHAT TO DO?!?
I must stop thinking about all the negative side of life and move on, some things are not worth my time of pausing and thinking of what to do. I am not even gonna thing of the question anymore. BYE

In an area of darkness : I saw a beam of light

2010-05-14T03:24:00.000-07:00

Mid Year GONE. BYEBYE. Not gonna miss you anymore.FOR NOW. Relax while you can people, I am here to remind you: 17 days to O LVL MT Paper! ahahhx!! Come to think of it, its just 2 weeks more! I am not gonna rmb my mid-years. They are goners. Anyway, apart from studies, I just can't understand what are they thinking nowadays. Beginning to lost hope in it already. Okay, I shall describe the thing as "it" from today onwards. Just wish 03/07/10 was tmrw.
Anyway, REMINDER: Don't come and ask me any of my results for Mid Year.
THANKZ:)

All I ever wanted is to escape these desperate scenes

2010-05-11T06:13:00.000-07:00

EXAMS EXAMS
The kind of feeling, when you settle down inside the hall, with absoulute silence... 3 more days !! We all can escape these despearate scenes!! FINALLY. i didn't even want to come to blog these few days. but get kindof frustrated that whats the point of studying so hard in the end, results is still like shit!
Anyway, physics paper is terrible.
AND PLEASE.. don't asked me any of my marks when the results is released !anyone! DON'T!!
THANKZ

Each passing seconds....

2010-04-18T08:08:00.000-07:00

Finding a JOY, a REASON or a MOTIVATION in things you do makes you want to do them. Sorry, but I just can't find all these meanings in the things that I am doing now so far. :O I must emphasize that: Sometimes, doing something too much, or being in a commitment for VERY LONG TIME, can be very tired. Things should just come to an end, with a beautiful ending. I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE. SOMEONE WHO I CAN REALLY TRUST. O Level Practical SPA this week! O Level MT in just less than 1 and 1/2 months! FML >.<
There is always a NO behind a YES (vice versa)
Want to know my stupid problems come and SMS me or tag me.
THANKS

1st Commendation Day Trng

2010-04-16T07:57:00.001-07:00

Today was the first Commendation Day Parade Training. Seriously, I would not be looking forward to it. Not at all, I am gonna be very honest to myself that this would be something that I do for the sake of doing. SORRY, but thats the fact :) Anyway, the sec3s got a scolding from me, not even a scolding what, its just typical reaction that anyone would have, if you put yourself in my situation. OHKAY. .... Then with such irony, I trained the NCC today -.= Time just flies... Then ended off this parade with so many ???? . Its just so complicated. It's not our life that is complicated, its people who made our life complicated!

PISSED

2010-04-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, being in a BIG committment would make you lose interest in that thing. Don't blame me for being PMSed this few days, cause I am seriously NOT in a good mood and right mind.

86 400seconds in a day

2010-04-11T07:08:00.000-07:00

We only got 86 400 seconds a day ! ahhahx.
I must keep this blog alive!! This whole week is just normal to me, nothing special, just that SOME topic keep on repeating and repeating. AIyo, till the end of the year, so much would have happen, I seriously can't give an answer now. It is not accurate and logical! Couunting down to POP in like .. dunnoe how many days because I also dunnoe when it is POP! :X I would definately miss NP, but it is time I give much more foucs in studies. I slowly lost confidence about the Sec3s, but nevertheless, I wish them all the best in their CL life. Too late to change them alreay. Hopefully, they will learn along the way.
Anyway, the SPF_NPCC badge Presentation..
Went to HTA, without knowing what rank to wear, and I fall in in Squad 3, after that, got called up by the officer and asked me to joined squad 1 instead. Falling with the SIs, felt so stress, and I should not throw face- I know. Time flies and we entered the harmony hall for rehearsal. It was freaking long... I was the sixth person to go up I think. First few to go up and must wait for 150 people to go up.. So I chatted with the others to pass the time. Knowing about other's story is a new experince to me. Finally presentation was over. I was touched by the speech by Jia Min and I shall rmb what is said and pass to my cadets.
DONE

???

2010-03-27T08:51:00.000-07:00

I paused and has some ramdom thoughts today. Did I bring the sec3s up well? Did I really give them what they should have? Did I missed out anything they should know? Did I ?? Did I ?? Did I ?? Are they ready for their next stage already>>>???
To Be Continued ....
Anyway, the sec3s went for their sec3 camp ! wa sehh.. pa sieh me >.<>

HRC

2010-03-14T08:09:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed the FLYING FOX in HRC.. ahahx.. Highest in SEA? OKAY... I did that! ahahhx.. I paired up with hazimah. We agreed that she shout "Alison" while I shout "Cheong" our favv EL teacher.. ahahx. but I went down first, shouted WOW like a retard >.<
Anyway, I hope the Sec3s did enjoy their NCO camp and learnt as many things as possible. Good luck for you promotion :) I hope they will do well, BUT I know they would do well :)))

FAILED

2010-03-11T05:14:00.000-08:00

(I AM SORRY) ... BUT YOU FAILED THREE SUBJECTS ! !

Guess that you should have known what the above sentence means already. I really have to buck up for the next half of the year, or should I say start straight after my campcraft finals? YES... I SHOULD !! Whats the problem with me man.. Fail already I still can laugh, some wire is seriously wrong inside my head. FORGET about my results for this term then~.

SERIOUSLY speaking, I kind of lose my interest in NP alr. I enjoyed it at first, when I was still a cadet. Becoming NCO now is still okay, now ... too much work already. Too much work is really a horror ! Especially when collecting forms, VRs, people just don't bother. IRRITATING !

Time is ticking

2010-03-07T07:11:00.000-08:00

Tick tock tick tock .... and its goes on ///
Having said that, I realised I did not blog for quite some time already. Actually, come to think of it, why I decide to open a blog is mainly to put all my crappy stuffs and say all my rubbish here and I have decided already, to write more fluently here.. (I will try :O)
Yesterday campcraft training, haiiz, I shall not elaborate. Just sums up that it is scaryy. Anyway, today was rather my only day spending the most time with my books. I just hate the sight of my books and anything related to studies.. ARHHH

NTNP BOYS TEAM !

2010-02-20T06:49:00.000-08:00

[ Boys Team on the three... 1..2..3.. "BOYS TEAM!!" ]
[ New Town on the three... 1..2..3.." NEW TOWN!!!" ]
3 months of hard work ~ 10 minutes !!!!

Campcraft boys prelim !! Ultra nervous, coz we would not know what would actually happens. Reached Pierce Sec at 10plus. Then we watched the few rounds, then proceed to canteen. Slack there for quite some time before Mr Chan and Ben bring us our lunch, thank you. hahhax, then went to one quiet area, relax till.. 3pm for our time slot. Did a lot of stuffs to pass time. In the competition, 10 minutes really determines everything. (too much to say but can't put in words). One long horn, end of competition, some schs can leave the pit with smile, but others may not... We did it with smile ! Well done ! I think we did a good job guys !! A lot of people to thank today, you know who u are, A BIG THANK YOU !! :)))

BANG BANG

2010-02-08T05:40:00.001-08:00

Tmrw is the Sec 3s Marksmen shoot.// One shoot determine the fate of them. Yup, only one chance... I hope 16 cadets entered and 16 Marksmen comes out. Good Luck Guys :)

Sec3 Squad !!

2010-01-30T08:06:00.000-08:00

Something random, for Secondary Three Squad, hopefully it meant something:

I did told them this before:

Letter A : 1%

Letter B: 2%

....

....

....

....

Letter Z: 26%

So if you were to add up the Letters for the word: A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E, it gives you 100%.

Don't give up in all the things you do ! Perservere !! ENDURE !!! You guys can do it ! I am sure you can !

TRIGONOMETRY

2010-01-06T04:42:00.000-08:00

ARHHH ~ (did I spell trigo correctly?) Anyway, tell you something,........ it SUX!! -.=
I am struggling with my time and work. I can't wait for that day ... anyway, conclusion, trigo sux .. ARHHH
Off to do Chemistry on9 test now :O

2010

2010-01-01T02:58:00.003-08:00

First Post in 2010 :))
New Year New Beginnings :D
Hopefully 2010 is a Good Year, for ALL of us, anyone out there :)))
HAPPY 2010 !!

CAMPCRAFT CAMP

2009-12-30T02:31:00.000-08:00

Phew, made it through campcraft camp. Overall, I did enjoyed the camp, thanks to all the people who attended the camp I guess. HHAHAX. okay. Perhaps its because its my last camp :( and it will be my last camp in NP ;) thats why.
Just gonna rush through
Day 1:
Head start off with not much manpower we kind of become so moody, lost in our direction in the morning, after lunch was okay, coz the manpower were back. Dinner was at evertop, kindof unexpected .... Went back to school for some team bonding games at night. Throughout the night was funny lar, can only conclude that :))
Day 2:
Breakfast was good, and oh no, I could not get the laughing disease off me, LOL O.O
perhaps that might be one of the most memorable thing in the camp bah. hahahahx
Anyway, I have one word in mind, wanted to say, but did not say, PERSEVERANCE. Thats a strong word, but it suits the CC comp. bah .. yup .

I hope Life isn't a big joke, cause I don't get it !

2009-12-20T07:07:00.000-08:00

LIFE
are bound to have so many twist, until one could not get it. I looked back at all the past photos, remembered so many memories and most importantly of all, looking back at year 2009.
Year 2009 is just a whirlpool for me, a big disaster for me to get through. Breakthough were made, many things were revealed too. Lies... I heard much, setbacks I been through too much, obstacles, I saw too much. Its just around 11 more days, where we will say goodbye to 2009, and welcome 2010. I certainly hope, 2010 is good for me.
Maybe all what we can do, is to end with the right regrets :)

Learn to Play :)

2009-12-19T05:58:00.000-08:00

Ohk, shall talk about what happen to me >
Friday (not fully elaborated)
Went out with nicklaus, sand, xinyi and durga. We went to ion for lunch and then to 313 to walk, while waiting for that sleeping beauty to come! After which, we head over to cathay for a Princess and the Frog. It is NICE. So go watch K? But it started at 5.15pm. We still have more than an hour to do all nonsense things. Then go soya bean shop there, slacked. After movie, we went to PS for dinner. Reached back home roughly about 9.30pm I guess.
Saturday (CAMPCRAFT DAY)
Ohk, prepared equipments quite late, in the end rush through, managed to get it done and do normal trainings. Attendance is bad. Lunch with sam, nicklaus, darren and wei liang. Waited in school got like 2 hours? IDK. Just for the rain to stop, did a lot of like laughter and stupid things. But went to sumo house eventually.
Roughly thats all I guess...

TANNED

2009-12-14T06:28:00.000-08:00

Maybe I should take a picture now and compare how tanned all of us were// Its a very tiring holiday, both physically and mentally... Did have thoughts of giving up... Just bear through it ... thats all I can say :)

I am soooo RELUCTANCE to do all stuffs nowadays, include campcraft, studies, etc. I can't like sit down, and do all the revision....

I have nothing to say about my life...

FLAGSTAFF FLAGSTUFF FLAGSTUFF

2009-12-09T05:35:00.000-08:00

Been doing soo many times of flagstuff today, or shld I say too much. I didn't even get to try shelter. I WANNA TRY SHELTER . Don't tell me the roles fixed alr... oh well... Anyway, campcraft trainings go on,.. Ended around 2plus.. The sec3s went lunch, me, zw, sam and durga. Did recruitment a bit in school, the brochure etc. Then went to the coffee shop we went to ytd, to eat lunch. Chat, etc. Called bernice halfway, to get stuffs from samuel. ALL of us is like so TANNED. LOL ! Even can get sun burnt one.
I should say time flies.....

Emotions ...

2009-12-05T02:56:00.000-08:00

Emotions... Good or bad... PLEASE COME ON. It can't control us, or even control our lifes. We can control our emotions? Or maybe not? Anyway, something must happen first, before those emotions come. But please, look forward, we can't always stay around these incidents. MOVE ON THEN. It may be hard, but at least ...... TRY.

I have no LIFE :(

2009-12-03T05:30:00.000-08:00

Oh no .. I just realise my life revolves around the same cycle.
So sad for me ... haiiz .
I did maths today . WOW . Lucky for me, I still remember.. didn't really struggle that much.
Off to watch show. BYE!

SICK

2009-12-01T05:02:00.001-08:00

I am sick (I am down with flu)
Weather is terrible nowadys, so must take care .. YUP. Its decmeber already! Just one more month before I became friends again with all my books. Totally did not touch them in the previous month :( I seriously need some catching up. Stamina running low, can't help much.
End of decmeber also means something >> Lets start to hope and pray <<

Every step is hard

2009-11-29T00:16:00.000-08:00

Back from bintan like last week (just nice one week). Find no time to blog. Always on com but never blog. Life always got so much to say ... but just can't put to words and describe it.
Life goes up > Life goes down
Guess thats what I have in my mind
BYE

" Packed "

2009-11-14T05:02:00.000-08:00

A packed week coming. WOW
Monday to Wednesday - First AID Course
Thrusday to Sunday - Bintan Trip
Ohk ......
I miss Annual Camp suddenly. hahx, IDK why.
Ohk . Bye

BOOMZ

2009-11-11T08:08:00.000-08:00

So many boomzing around. Anyway, campcraft training started. O levels year. Oh pls, who would not be worried. But so ya, sec 1s and 2s are so interested. Seeing them, as they improve day by day. Trainings in the holidays, I am not scared at all. What I fear most is when it comes to school days. It would be hard, balancing both training and school work. But here goes nothing! just try!
Been hearing negative comments, etc. whatever. (don't let it affect you). Just believe.
Holidays so pack. WOW.

Meaningful

2009-11-02T05:31:00.000-08:00

A good piece about decision making (hasty or well-thought through), the mistakes
that are made & hopefully, lessons learnt..... please take some time to read it.....

A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused. Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the operational track. The train is coming, and you are just beside the track interchange. You can make the train change its course to the disused track and save most of the kids. However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed.. Or would you rather let the train go its way? Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could make......... .........

Most people might choose to divert the course of the train, and sacrifice only one child. You might think the same way, I guess. Exactly, to save most of the children at the expense of only one child was rational decision most people would make, morally and emotionally. But, have you ever thought that the child choosing to play on the disused track had in fact made the right decision to play at a safe place? Nevertheless, he had to be sacrificed because of his ignorant friends who chose to play where the danger was. This kind of dilemma happens around us everyday. In the office, community, in politics and especially in a democratic society, the minority is often sacrificed for the interest of the majority, no matter how foolish or ignorant the majority are, and how farsighted and knowledgeable the minority are. The child who chose not to play with the rest on the operational track was sidelined. And in the case he was sacrificed, no one would shed a tear for him. The great critic Leo Velski Julian as well as Sourav who told the story said he would not try to change the course of the train because he believed that the kids playing on the operational track should have known very well that track was still in use, and that they should have run away if they heard the train's sirens.. If the train was diverted, that lone child would definitely die because he never thought the train could come over to that track! Moreover, that track was not in use probably because it was not safe. If the train was diverted to the track, we could put the lives o f all passengers on board at stake! And in your attempt to save a few kids by sacrificing one child, you might end up sacrificing hundreds of people to save these few kids. While we are all aware that life is full of tough decisions that need to be made, we may not realize that hasty decisions may not always be the right one.'Remember that what's right isn't always popular... and what's popular isn't always right..' Everybody makes mistakes; that's why they put erasers on pencils.

Add fuel

2009-10-29T08:28:00.001-07:00

JY for Annual Camp 2009 !!
> Its past 12am on 30th October 2009 :)
> We will perserve
> We will do our best

Oh well oh well

2009-10-27T08:41:00.000-07:00

This morning I almost got bang down by a lorry > lucky I walk faster.
Now, late in the night, facing with my beloved computer, doing proposals, stuffs like this. When can I ever had A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP ? I have always sleep like 12 plus. and wake up early. Of course not enough sleep wat. Our brain don't function that well. We can't work under stress. Don't bombard us with questions. At the same time we also must do our stuff.? I am having a terrible headache now. Shall I go to school tmrw? Is still a thing I am thinking. mmm .... sighz... Good for those that has FULL energy for the camp. Its kind of contradicting what, Shouldn't the ICs get more rest? If not we break down, (maybe me) even if before the camp want us to rest got use?
How I wished I walked slower, when crossing the road this morning.

4 more days

2009-10-25T18:31:00.001-07:00

Counting Down to ANNUAL CAMP 2009.
Today is actually camp meeting, but is in the afternoon.
Also is SANA course makeup
Also is O lvl.
Annual Camp soon, wow. Hehe.
We can achieve, we can achieve :)
Good luck to fellow peers sitting for O lvls :))))

Tired already

2009-10-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

I am SOOOOOO tired.. I just can't opened my eyes now. My brain gonna shut off soon. GOSH . still got so many pack stuff to do. This long weekend to me. None of the days I am like free. Is very very packed. All the days I like going for meetings meetings and meetings. Lets see... :
Friday... After exam, then got sec 1s stuff to do.
Saturday... Sec 1s hike rackey ... followed by AC meeting
Sunday ... FREE but haiiz..
Monday... Campfire meeting, basically i was out for 12 hours.
Tuesday ... squad meeting and grp NCOs meeting... basically, also out for 12 hours ...
I am praying for success .... in silence .........

Life

2009-10-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

Life don't always suit our liking. Good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience. As always, we always will meet sad thing and unhappiness, the thing is, to just look forward. Take life as a journey, always walk forward, don't ever look back or turn back. Don't always look at the bad experience, but look forward to life.

Come on !

2009-10-18T04:33:00.000-07:00

11 more days to Annual Camp 2009
3 more days to First Annual Camp Meeting 2009
Good luck guys
No matter what obstacles we meet, just faced it strongly.
As long as we are determined, we can achieve and make AC a success - we definately can.
Staying Positive is just the right attitude.
Go NCO squad !

After the RAIN comes the FAIR weather

2009-10-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

After the exams comes the good times.
But I still have exams the next day, putting this post is because major papers are over and got a chance to come online. Exams are horrible to me. I would not do well. Just put in simple words, don't need to say which paper difficult to me, or watsoever - My results would just drop. It isn't a surprise to me, I had expected it. I just should have concentrated on the RIGHT things. What to do ? It's over. I will swear I will not be so stupid again.
15 DAYS TO ANNUAL CAMP >> for those who don't know.
I just hate to do this kind of last minute preparation. This is how "unique" we are.

REGRETS

2009-10-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

I am having too many regrets.
I should have concentrate on studies more, instead of ________. Why should I do more than the rest? While others is like -.= , now, big problem, I so much things to study, even for just one subject, got like 10+ topics. go die la. ..... Anyway I can't stay positive now, especially after finishing my Language papers.
Don't have too much REGRETS in your life ..... (seriously)

Exams !

2009-09-28T06:25:00.000-07:00

I just can't concentrate during lessons, and during revision. I will always be so RELUCTANCE. OMG I have so many things to settle.. Physics and A Maths. I doubt I can save my chemistry for an A2. Maybe I would drop to a B :( Physics maybe got chance to pass, but not a B:(
Haiiz.. So sad..

5 Years down the road .....

2009-09-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

Today had lunch with zw, durga, ben, mr ho and ms goh at vivo kopitiam. I met them after they went rackey for the hike, ya.. heard that they walked alot. hhahax. then mr ho left Then talk a while where ms goh told us her lifestory.. then we left kopitiam. and went walk walk. Ms Goh buy us chocolates and we didn't have time to say thanks:) then she went off, then the 4 of us went to ... MAC . to have mcflurry.. WA.. we sure can talk a lot, talk so much at MAC. The hot topic:
"5 years down the road, will we be still eating together?"
HAHX. 5 years down the road? Where would I be? Will I be in Poly? OR NS liao? I dun noe -.-
We still talked about our future, zw want be pilot or doctor, durga wants go for dance, I wan go for banking, bentan... hahx .. still pending.. wow.. so good luck to each of us:)
So 5 years later, where would you be?

8 more days

2009-09-23T07:37:00.000-07:00

Around 8 more days, it would be Language Papers. Aiyo. I hate this tense period. WT.. Haiiz . Especially now, more and more past year papers is flowing in , free one wat . haiiz.
My To-do-list: for tmrw to sunday:
1. Study for Geog test- Coast
2. Practice for Trigo Test
3. COmplete E maths papers first
4. Study for SS Test - SEQ
It may seem surprise, but I think I am gonna start reading Language books, EL and MT.
Nothing is ever too late
Jia You Jackson

44 more days

2009-09-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

Yes. I am counting down to Annual Camp 2009. 44 more days. Yes. Perhaps is true that we cannot be compared to our previous batch of NCOs. They have 1 month+ to plan, and we actually have like 4 months? -.= but what is the product we got? Almost 3 months le, half of it is done? Maybe? I am very worried. I tried my best to save a lot of things, I hope it at least work. Please, if anyone NCOs is reading this, PLEASE COORPERATE.

My life is in a mess

2009-09-09T08:58:00.000-07:00

YES. My life is in a mess. YES. I have been posting moody, emo post recently. You think I wanna post it? I just feel so sad. It can't be describe using words, action or watsoever. Perhaps some may get it, understand. Haiiz..
I also wannan enjoy my secondary school life. But I can't. I wanna go out with fun, nothings on my mind, and relax myself. But I can't. I want less work, no stress, but I can't. Just have lesson today, ended at 11am. QC will start at 1pm. My friends suggested we go play bowling. oh .. so go lor.. wanted to really have fun. But that thing just kept in my mind.Package bowling, is 3 rounds. I can only play 2 rounds. WHy? because I have qc later. Wow. Sad ritez ? play halfway, leave and go off for qc. See.. I can't even enjoy a game fully, full-heartedly. Homeworks? not even half is done. Well done.
To Jackson:
You are so stupid. Others are very smart. Always got work, throw around, can choose not to do also. In the end, U so stupid.. go do./ and always got anything>> Jackson Jackson Jackson. Others are smart to know how run away from work. But you don't. You are so not smart. Must clean up mess for them,settle evrything. Dun act smart Jackson, coz you are not. People look at you, always remember your CCA, "today have CCA ar? OH so sad.."

It isn't a holiday for me, its a nightmare for me.

Survival Training Camp'09

2009-08-30T03:17:00.000-07:00

Thumbs up to Area 16 STC 2009 ! hahx. It just lasted like from 28th to 30th August and is so short? 10 brave souls from NTSS went aboard to attend the camp.
Day 1: Board the bus from school and set off to there at around 3plus. Along the way.Wow.Sing songs all the way, first time I find singing songs that hard and tired. LOL. Finally reach there where we take the boat the Puala Ubin. Time flies.. Last year we were just back there, attending our ATC . But now is STC.! Following that,we went walking to our campsite, which took about 20miutes? (We expected it) Too tired already, back there, more schools started to join us already. Then had our tent pitching session, very soon. LOL. After which, is dinner at the Foyer, eating our pack food. The day ended with icebreaking games and debrief. Hahx. I can't sleep well in the tent for the first day:( hahx. but thats okay..

Day2: Woke up like 5.30am? Then our first official activity started with high ropes challenge. It is Chanllenging, yet builts up your confident. I fell down from the rope, but I use the ladder hagging from the air to help me back continues with the challenge. WOW. can't belief that I actually did that? With Encouragement from other campmates of course.
After lunch, we did fire making, which I think is rather helpful. Next is shelter building. We were given 20minutes to build a shlter in the forest, using ponchos and twines? GREAT. Then the sirs says a storm is coming. Which then, 20minutes later, they actually poured water over our shelter to make us all wet. When there is any slight gaps in your shelter means you will actually kana water already. Next is my highlight! JETTY JUMP ! It is Fantastically FUN. I SWAER! I did twice man. can't belief it? Three Cheers for my group! all of us did 2 times. Just go and go and go. No pausing. at the plank there. Just jump! hhax . Well done! The water is horibble man. HAHX.
Then next is the tunnel -.= who the hell actually built that man ? How come got slope? slide? balls? But oh well, my group coordinated quite well. Get alot of help along the way, and also helped a lot along the way.
Campfire was short, but nevertheless, we did enjoy! HIGH. I was almost sabortage to perform-.-
Day 3: Short day. basically is just area cleaning. We then said goodbye to each other as we leave our groups one by one. :(

Enriching camp, learn a lot of things:
1. Friendship/ Teamwork
Treasure every moments spent together, we bonded well.
2. Work well with others
Working with people we don't know at first, is never easy, but we must TRY. We did it evntually:) We would not always work with people we know, so we must adapt as we move along.
3. Flexibilty
We would not know when we would faced a problem, example, not enough logistics, etc. Therefore, we must be flexible. Our path would not be striaght, is never that smooth. Whatever problems that comes to us, face it strong enough and break through the obstacles.
4. A Better Leader
Through mistakes, we learnt. Through all the sharing with the CIs, and every activities, we discover a lot of leadership, (like how we conduct PT, how to be a IC) We may not be there yet, but we would definately reach there.

Area 16 STC 2009, Group 3> Centipede. I would always rmb! Never forget the times we have:)
10 Brave souls from NTSS faced the challenged, 10 Survival left the camp:)))

Counting Down

2009-08-27T02:12:00.000-07:00

I am so irritated by people around me. Don't irritate me coz I am very irritated already. Thankx!
GOSH . Time flies. I am like leaving for survivor camp tmrw? I don't know whats my feelings now. I have not packed my bag. shitty. I am so tired already, I still have to do qc qns, but I decide to do on Sunday, when I come back from camp . NO CHOICE .
I am so looking forward to the camp > JETTY JUMP. hahx. Might post when I come back:)
Just hope that all WORKS would stop dropping on me already. Like others, I also have 24 hours, I am not special.

Saturday

2009-08-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

People should not start comparing one another (It's just nonsence! and it's not necessary also!)
How I spend my Saturday? wow . Had AC meeting in NP room today at 8am. Just go through all committes stuff etc. Then went to queensway, ben tan, durga, zw and yx. went hawker centre to eat first then go queensway. Wanted to buy trackpants there but too bad, shop not open. Then slack at MAC. But in the end still got buy. Went to IKEA next. Just slacking there also > sitting on sofas etc. Then went back home then go back Tiong again. Ben tan went cut hair WOW. Any Difference ? I can't see ! eat at mac. Then tok about STC , and I am crazy about Jetty Jump! LOL! eat mac icecream>NICE
Haha . MY life is not that sad ohk .
Counting down to Survivor Training Camp. (Less than 6 days and I am off)

Stay Happy

2009-08-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

Oh !~ See my post this few days, realised that it is so moody and sad. Haiiz . I should blog more happy post nowadays. Had Friday parade .. after quite a break though. Sec2s, okay lar, not bad, but must be more serious onli. They can be good cadets if they wan to, somehow their bonding is there (better than ours). Lost voice today. Actually was down with sore throat already.
Reminders reminders reminders .
Whats the point of reminders when you guys don't get remindered?

Monday Blues

2009-08-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

Lessons was bored, too sleepy for me. What a start with Chinese today? Then had double Chemistry, still okay. Then PC > ball game? soso .. Maths as usual, seems complicated >.< then back to Chemistry , double period again .. Just going through and going through .. gosh, I think I would die during Mid-year. I have a stong feeling I would not do well. Sigh.
I must thank Mr Chan for letting us know so many other places .. and the dinner, ice cream, etc LOL !~

Relax Jackson . .

2009-08-14T07:07:00.000-07:00

Think we all sometimes have to relax and try to forget all problems. There I am .. West Bowl, with th, benedict and amirah. Played two fridays of bowling. I switched off my phone in the afternoon, only then realised that I am so popular.. so many missed calls :x Bowling.. happy with my score .. 134 :) Thought could enjoy my weekends, but I can't . . can't blame anyone but me.. thought i could like catch up on my studies.. PPR aren't very nice.. What can I still say? Geog test today.. flunk lar ..
It would be another hard, difficult and torturiuos week ahead .. my positive attitude can't last long.. it would soon fate away ..

Moody

2009-08-12T08:11:00.000-07:00

I dunnoe why I am so moody nowadays. I just don't have the mood to do things. Work just flow like a river, and to a sea. (thats when there is like so much things to do) -.-
School sucks all the way, yesterday was like 5 periods of physics, 1 EL, then 5 MT. Then today, 2 SS, 3 MT, 2 CME, 2 free period -.- Might as well not come to school..
Juggling, Annual Camp, Sec 2s and my studies, I just hope that none of which will fall :(

I wonder

2009-08-10T07:40:00.000-07:00

I wonder what I am doing now
I wonder where my guardian angel is
I wonder why I am doing this
I wonder who will be there for me
I wonder when will this end
I wonder how I should continue

Good Day

2009-08-07T02:52:00.000-07:00

Today was the National Day Celebration. Also got Observence Ceremony in the morning/ Was rather very weird, coz of sec 2s, making noise. Then is inter-class match already. E3/2 girls got 4th position for captains ball! Boys got Champion for soccer! Well done > "Awesome" .Still got next year! did very well!.. hahx
Then went bowling. Me, ben, th, ivan, kath, irene, kito, vincent and roberto @ Safra,near ivan's hse. 9 ppl play 2 lanes. hahx. Happy with my scores . Have a lot of fun there. Then went queensway with th to buy pants. thanks for accompanying me .. LOL
Thats all :)

Learn from your mistakes

2009-08-05T07:14:00.000-07:00

Had a bad start today, OVERSLEPT. haiiz .. Eyes opened, saw the sky so bright, I thought I was dreaming-.- but I am NOT . then cab down to school. 10+ bucks -.= I should have know that it meant a bad sign. I made a mistake today leading to a scolding .. well .. just learn from it .. thats what I can say. ( coz NOBODY want help me) I was the only one running around the classroom block, getting 2s. what can I say? I dun expect much
I am kind of irritated by people around me recently .. WOW .

I'm Lost

2009-07-30T05:51:00.001-07:00

Yes .. I am Lost .. I totally have no direction where I am going .. People tell me where .. I just go where .. similarly .. people tell me do what .. I also do what .. People never do .. I come in to do.. wow ~ I am tired already.. every morning wake up .. wish to have longer sleeps.. I am so envy people that has full sleep .. Carefree ~ wish I was like that .. but that could only happen to me in dreams .. now is reality.. wake up Jackson !~

Happening

2009-07-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

One week since I post, guess that I am still stuck with studies and NP . . If I am juggling both things, I hope none would drop..
So much things happen this week:
Thrusday:
Have training for NDP, Ulu Pandan, but this training was in school .. roughly had the idea how was it like.. Drills were rusty.. oh well ..
Friday:
Have normal parade.. taught pacing for sec 2s .. had dinner @ evertop, went back home @ 9+
Saturday:
Had actual training @ Ulu Pandan with two schools, positions were fixed.. I was standing at the front. then had lunch @ IMM ..
Three NP days in a row .. tired .. still have school works .. maths are like total strangers to me~ haiiz ..

Confusion

2009-07-18T07:56:00.001-07:00

I dunnoe y .. I can't seem to organise my time well .. I would always be the one losing out .. dunnoe y .. ALWAYS .. why?
One thing you can try:
1. free ppl VS busy ppl VS real busy ppl
What would you choose to determine yourself?
Free people, really very free. Nth to do, can't even bother lend out a helping hand. MTOB only.
Busy People?
Busy about what thing? Irrelevant things?
Real Busy People?
Working like a cow like that, for what?

I have very little sleep the whole week, sigh .. Well, thats not really the important thing.. I miss my cadet life .. I MISS IT!~ .. sigh .. can those time be turn back?

Silence is a Killer

2009-07-16T07:08:00.000-07:00

Lessons starts with English today, very little people. Kindof very emo ~ but EL lessons got Debate.. quite fun though. After which is triple maths but Ms Liang nv come. then one period Mr Chan came in the other two was Mrs Chuang Lesson, not lesson but relief then after recess Mrs Chuang again. Is not that I dun like Chinese, but sometimes I do get tired of it when there is too much chinese lesson. But after recess today, during Chinese, I almost sleep .. I am not awake this few days .. this was so sad>.<
Came qc after school where it shld start at 2.15pm but drag till 3pm. Actually this post I should say more on this but I just can't express myself.. So much things inside me.. but I just can't type out what I wanna say.. Back home. . saw the sms .. stunned .. I did not reply ...........
"After the rain comes the fair weather"

Bowl all problems away !~

2009-07-10T06:33:00.000-07:00

Finally.. Week is coming to an end .. ITS FRIDAY ! I just can't wait for lesson to end today .. After school, waited in 3/1 classroom for Ian to finish his chinese lesson. Then TH, Ben, Ian and me head to West Bowl, reached there at 3.15pm. I tink got discount for 3 rounds>$8. So we played 3 rounds lor.. hahx.. is so fun . First few times for me is bad .. ><>$3. Back home at nite was doing pp.. i just hate my Microsoft Word.. until 23 page alr then lack. nvm.. I shall just be more patience :>

The Real Failure is when you give up on yourself

Jolly Jackson

2009-07-09T06:23:00.001-07:00

I am so tired .. I feel that I am falling sick soon . SOON .. hopefully, the week is coming to an end. Homeworks starts piling up again. On top of that i still need to the qc qns and the powerpoint slides.. sigh. the most relax lesson for today i guess was "Kind Kanan" lesson.. which is CME. . oh k .. circle thingy .. introduced urself with adjectives.. mine was Jolly Jackson. I guess that means happy or cheerful.. wow~ It took me quite a while to decide to use that adjective .. coz I keep asking myself.. is my life that Jolly ?? mm..

Perhaps people just need to be "push" in order to do work

O.O

2009-07-08T05:41:00.000-07:00

Today's lesson was boring. had MT first period alr. then MT test . Well.. I manage to did quite well bah .. i hope . then somehow dunnoe why .. in total there is 4 MT periods today instead of 2. wow . ~ maths was usual .. and i just realise that we had finish chp 5 of A maths.. er .. did not really realised that -.= good news ?? of course not ! means test coming up. sigh. anyay , after sch had AC meeting with wend and zw. we discuss all the activities .. ok .. quite good. until 4+pm .. hope everything goes well. hope all ideas would not be rejected . hahx .. I can't wait for weekend. haiiz
I was taught:
Ideas are not meant to be rejected, they are meant to be improved ...

speechless

2009-07-07T05:29:00.000-07:00

Lesson was rather ok today. Just that I was sleepy .. so can't really concentrate. Maths is like flooded with numbers, graphs. sigh. I have rather no mood to blog. Is just I wanna forget that I am _ _ _ _ _ _ so I come here to blog. Well, U are not worried or anxious ? I worry for U !~
Well done ~
Something I learnt today: Handwriting is a way, to see what kind of character/ personalities you have.. (true?)

youth day?

2009-07-06T03:51:00.001-07:00

Today was youth day .. LOL can't see much of a difference anyway. woke up at 7.45am today. Left house at 8.35am to meet yy at bus stop. as usual, he was late... reached beauty world mac at 9.40am, when nobody was there. but shortly all came already ..did questions and questions, not strange.. and do some summary. what a luck ! Iwas choosen to type out the summary.~ oh well .. luck is not on my side. -.- Next went to pool . we are noisy.. hhax. Pool luck is with me . mm .. oh k oh k only bah .. hhax ;) well .. tmr is school. fast ..
and I will take note of my spelling and using of short forms from now .. hhax
BYE ~~!

HOPE IS GONE

2009-07-01T03:27:00.000-07:00

Lesson was ok ok . except for physics, as usual, i can't understand physics, neither do physics understands me. but well, forget it ! i tried doing my physcis assignments, and all i get is this: "?"
I had a talk with HIM after sch today, abt his pp. sighz/ pissed. he delibrately copied frm his refrence pp. ALL the same. I gave some comments, so that he can edit and sent to LK to see, When i ask him, y u put this point, he said: "how i noe? I juz copy and paste frm there. Wow. wat a thing to say. Speechless, i went home after wat he juz said.

MOVIES !

2009-06-26T04:23:00.000-07:00

is another day.. woke up at 8am then slack at home before i went to meet th, ben and ian for movie at bugis at 10pm. watch transformers .! hahx. NICE .. (recommend) .. then went to see the biggest lan -.= lunch at mac, then play arcade for 15 minutes ? while waiting for ivan. and ian went to beauty world play lan or maybe pool. I DID NOT GO OK. hahx . then watch another movie . . ok ..dun wan say wat movie .. LOL .. then play arcade before going back home .. :) holidays is like ending ..? will flood with work soon .. VERY SOON . and i left with just one more EL compo to do as a HW . yes !! hahx

the black ball :)

2009-06-25T04:25:00.002-07:00

haiiz.. doing my EL compo halfway .. out of rubbish to put in.. i came to blog.. hhax., frm the title.. guess wat i am going to say in this post .. ? hahx.. yes!! is pool again .. but before i say.. mm..juz wat happen today : had qc at er.. 10.30? usual.. doing questions and questions.. then halfway .. got a shock when the uncle called us out .. oh .. so ya .. dun nid to elaborate.. mm..paraniods . anyway .. after qc, went lunch at mac, beauty world. then POOLED. LOL ! ok .. 9 people 2 tables./ rounds and rounds of intensive? fight begin ! LOL observed that sometimes, so unlucky that the BLACK ball would actually go in, or entered wrong hole, or watever.(but juz never win) and that is the most .. pain experience. imagine that you might be so skillful, but black ball entered before all balls go in .. that is soo.. ya unlucky. ~ hah. for the round with eugene, i was juz lucky la .. partially is about luck ~! ok .. roughly thats it bah.. back to compo .. .. sighz.

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2009-06-24T02:35:00.000-07:00

me again .. posting about another day .. today wake up so early .. -.- juz to meet my sec 2s for SANA . hahx .. the attendance was -.- after they left sch.. i went to mac to have my breakfast with nick and zw. sighz.. still toking abt AC things .. but oh k .. everythings fine :) Juz felt stress for activity IC .. then had official AC meeting in np room at 10.30am . soso~ thought of some interesting and cool grp names xD then after that went to .. er.. Haw par villa .. reckey the place. then dunnoe y we got lost when we wanted to go kent ridge park frm there. walk and walk and walk..juz can't reach. then luckily we met a kind bus uncle to drive us to the park there .wow.. wat a luck// again .. is juz walk and walk and walk .. mm. . maybe it isn't a nice place after all.. sighz.. took a bus back to vivo .. then mrt to clementi and have lunch .. oh ,, so tired now .. still have so many things to be completed.. wow.. oh ya.. yit yin birthday today .. hahx >> Happy Birthday !

here we go again

2009-06-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

ok .. another pool day. hahx.. oops .. received a call frm jian wei. and ask me go pool.. and i onli manage to reach there at ard 4.15pm. Played with sec 4s .. ok .. i am the worst there .. nvm de..hahx .. zw still teached me how aim, etc. well.. IS STILL ABOUT LUCK ! hhax .then stopped at 6.30pm. went back home do qc qns .. tmr is AC meeting.. and sec 2s SANA ... mm... wonder wat would happen//

What a day !

2009-06-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

Today went back school for Chinese lesson at 9am . but she was late for 10 minutes then begin her lesson. lesson was okay .. intended to end at 11am, but she dragged till 12pm. oh.. but time past so fast.. did not realise is 12noon alr.. hahx .. then went to SP eat subway. wanted to go back sch that time, Mr Chan called, asked us to buy back a meal for him.. ok .. shall not elaborate on that as ppl that are there knew what happened. xD
Then they played com while i sat there watching onli .. hahx . When all bio students came alr then start pool .. BIO VS PHYSICS & NOOBS VS PROS .. ok .. think we were the nosiest there . hahx . then leave there at 6pm . wow . i tink i would go back there pretty soon ... mm ...
~End~

swine flu

2009-06-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

hi loo... too bored alr.. so cm and post .. also nth to say.. anyway.. heard that H1N1 in singapore is raising.. ya .. juz something to share with u all :

POOL

2009-06-19T06:35:00.000-07:00

Today reached school at 8.30am. I am getting sick of having to take my temp everytime i go school in holidays .. its so .. haiiz .. NVM ~ had qc till ard 11am and go beauty world ard there the MAC for lunch. then go play POOL .. hahx .. till ard 4pm ? hahx .. i so suck at it .. but oh well.. NVM ~ quite acdictive ... thats y can play till like 36 bucks ?? then go back home that time is so hot ... but NVM~ anyway.. doing proposal for AC now...

Thats it ... :)

DRAG ME TO HELL

2009-06-17T04:03:00.000-07:00

yes !!
had qc today at 9am, do qns and qns. then went with qc members to have lunch at subway,gossip. then head to tiong with ashley, nick, zw and kengit. to watch ....... "drag me to hell" oooo.... the show was nice, but scary and gross at times. AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABT IT LAR! well,.. but pretty good, would recommend it :) the upcoming shows I wanna watch is UP and Harry Potter!! wow~ and schools gonna start like a week more ?? haiiz . anyway .. shld enjoy as much as we can ..
So Long !~

Monday Blues....

2009-06-15T02:52:00.000-07:00

Yoz.. another monday-Qc day. Had qc in prefect room and was ya... scolded by Mr Chan. but nvm, is ok.. cheer up guys.. :) Then had lunch at evertop at ard 2pm and went back home. feel so sleepy... there's a AC meeting tmr at 9am. then we would noe our postings .. oh.. can i get campfire?? or is the rumour that i hear be true ?? well.. will noe tmr ...

Thats all :)

First Post :)

2009-06-13T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hey guys !

LOL .. didn't expect that I this kind of person also can have blog :) hahx

anyway .. first post .. dunnoe wat to say.

woke up today by Mr Chan call, wanted not to picked up, but still I did:)

asked me about the quizcom notes-who printing and tell me to tell some ppl there is meeting on monday about a project. lol.. i was not invovled. thk god !

but oh well , off to do quizcom qns now ..

BYE ..!